This story below is a part two to my previous post titled 'Cheers!'. I wanted to know what happens ahead and I cannot be sure what happens next here unless I write a part two to it so here it is!
It has been a year but I think somehow have been able to revisit how the two characters in the part one think just like the first time. I hope I have done justice to them. So without further ado, here's Cheers part two!
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‘Watch out for the pillow’ you warn standing somewhere near
the door, while I make way to your living room. I am literally trying to walk.
I think about when I was a three year old, and how everyone in my family would
stare in awe when I tried to walk.
I imagine if they were here now and wonder what they would
say. ‘She’s balancing quite well for her age’ would be the offhand remark from
one of my cousins for sure. To which I would retort ‘Try walking with 5
whiskies in your belly son’.
‘Whom are you talking to?’ says a voice behind me.
I turn around, and see that you are standing in front of our
closed door, staring, half-amused, half-scared. But mostly looking almost as
crazily drunk as me. Or is it my imagination that you are drunk? I can’t tell. And
correction, it’s your door. I should
at this moment be dropped off to my apartment, wherever it is. I do not know
the time. But something tells me I should not be here. So I tell you that.
‘I should be home. Let’s go’
You sigh.
‘I cannot drive you. We’ll both die’ you say with a chuckle.
Yes, that drunk chuckle. I am right, you, my best friend who has driven me to
depths of sin I didn’t plan to explore, is inebriated.
‘But why?’ I say imagining our graves. Two RIPs written
together on cold grey stones hit by the occasional chilly breeze on a night
like this. I think I am about to cry. It is moving. Two RIPs written so close
together. And that too with my birthdate on both of them.
‘I am drunk silly that is why. I’ll tell you what, the couch
is all yours. And so is the remote. I am off to bed. See you in the morning.
And the bathroom’s here’ you show with a wave of your hand everything you own, one
by one. I memorize it like kids memorize ‘A for Apple’ ‘B for Banana’. I can
hardly remember why you are telling me all this. I gape at you looking
confused. I know I look confused because I am watching my crazy face in the
mirrored cupboards around.
You take cue and hold my shoulders lightly, guiding me to
the couch, where I instantly slump. You act over-smart and put your patched
blanket on me.
‘It is hot, I don’t need it’ I snap back.
‘I’ll turn on the AC’ you say. I watch you moving around
your room. It is funny. You act like a parent.
‘Thank you daddy’ I kid you. You shrug it off and chuckle
again. I have been meaning to tell you since forever how much I love that
chuckle. But I am in better control now. I am telling myself mentally ‘don’t
say a word, don’t say a word’
You open a tiny glass shelf somewhere in your dainty little
dark room. I just notice it is dark, only the yellow night-lamps are on.
‘Here’s Hangover, kiddo, lets watch it.’ You let out another
chuckle.
Don’t say a word.
Don’t say a word.
‘You look weird, are you okay?’ you say as you look at me
while settling onto the opposite far end of the couch. It is almost like you
are scared of me.
‘Wait, are you gonna puke now?’
You ask and I stare back in horror, just thinking of the possibility. It is my
worst fear. I have a hiccup and I try to detect some hint of nausea. I still
have that horror face. You chuckle again.
Don’t say a word!
I relax a bit. I think my stomach is okay. I concentrate on
the sound of the AC in your room. That is the only sound there. It is driving
me nuts. I wish there was loud music. I am thinking too much. Way too much. I think I am a drunk thinker. I need music
to say ‘shut up’ to my thoughts.
The movie starts. I love Alan. He is fat, looks mature but
acts like a five year old, gets everyone into trouble and can cry in the
presence of four grown men his age. I love him. I am just watching him. I sleep
through some of the movie I think. You are surprisingly awake, watching with a
hundred percent attention, almost like a critic, huddled in the opposite small
little corner of your own couch. You
love movies. I stretch a bit to fill up the rest of the wasted couch space.
‘They found him, they found him’ I hear someone shouting.
‘Who, me?’ I wake up in absolute panic to see you speaking
to the TV as it plays one of the final scenes of the movie. And then, it just
comes back to me, every little detail of the crazy evening. The sneaky liquor
shopping, the crying, the consoling, the laughing, the drinking, the hugging,
the movie watching idea, the entering your room, the entering your room…
Where am I? Why is
there a pillow under my head?
I see you almost jumping from your little-corner-of-the-couch-seat
like a kid.
‘Good morning!’ you shout out loud.
‘Damn what time is, it?’ I ask.
‘You just slept for an hour, sorry
I woke you up. I think I’ll get to bed, and you sleep here okay?’
‘No, sit. I missed the movie. Start it again’ I am weirdly
adamant. Some conscious part of me tries to remind me I am ordering someone in
their house to not sleep in their bed but sit with me on the couch and watch a
movie all over again. But I think my newfound courage wins over.
‘We’ll see part two since you already saw part one okay?’ I
suggest looking at your crestfallen self. I think that is the most logical
thinking I have done the entire night. Part two because part one is done. I
want to see you chuckle again. I love that.
Don’t say a word.
‘I lowwwwwe how you chukkkle’ I say followed my own
giggling.
You ignore the comment and simply head over to your stupid
tiny CD shelf. It has more of you than me. That qualifies it to be called stupid.
I mourn in silence all the while you are searching for the CD. You have
misplaced it, you mutter this in between opening all the tiny stupid shelves
you own. It is like you are raiding your own house. Your muttering ceases after
a while. I think you have found the CD. The AC is getting louder now that you
have stopped speaking to yourself.
‘You know, I am wondering, how you
speak a lot when you’re not drunk. But somehow, this is the quietest I have
seen you since a while. What are you thinking dude?’
I hate it when you call me dude. But I play along every time.
‘Sit with me. And don’t call me dude’ I say. It is a command
more than a request. I love this newfound courage. It makes me feel powerful. I
mean, one could live with it.
‘Okay dude’ you say as you sit with me. I smack you with the
handy pillow which now has my head-print on it.
You just stick out your tongue and say ‘Duuuuude’
I smack you again. I think I qualify as crazy now. My
conscious self tries to remind me that I am not the pillow-fight kind of
person. But I don’t know, I still smack you again, a little. It looks like the
logical thing to do.
‘Okay’ you say and raise your hands like I am arresting you.
I put back the pillow behind us. It is big enough to accommodate your back too.
Wow, we are sharing furniture and bedding. That’s a new thing.
You start the movie. Drum-roll. I love the opening credits
every-time I start a movie. It is like packing for a holiday.
I watch with more concentration this time. I do not want to
miss your chuckles.
'I am a nurse, I'm just not registered.' my favorite character says.
'I am a nurse, I'm just not registered.' my favorite character says.
*Chuckle*
I think butterflies explode inside of me. I am literally in
love with that sound. I pull your cheek like a little kid. You chuckle more.
‘Whaaaat? It’s funny’ you shrug apologetically as you speak.
I am in full concentration now. You doze off on my shoulder
though, in five minutes. I wonder if I should switch off the TV and wake you
up, push you to your room or something. But something stops me. I like how you
look, dozing away carelessly like that. I can’t stay awake waiting for you to
wake up. I am too far gone for that. But I try hard to keep my eyes open. I am
almost frozen there with you. It is the perfect frame. Better than the any I
have seen on the TV. It is ours, after-all.
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